Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Original - A first form from which varieties arise
An authentic work of art as opposed to an imitation or reproduction
Gosshh Terence Tay rocks. Didnt get to watch today tho. Had tuition. I was so depressed la. Haha. I voted le. But i tell you ah, Paul sure get in one. And Jonathan too. Sigh. So sad right? Nvm Paul rocks also. His hair damn cool la. Haha.
BTW, speaking of hair, my mommy finally allow me to cut my hair. She said week 3 of holi can. Haha. So specific right. Prolly go to Auntie Anna there to cut. Cheaper. Plus she's good also lor.
Oh ya, pierced ear today. Left side. So now got 3. Then right only got 1. haha.
Oh, Glad looks a hell lot like Jonathan. Haha.
VOTE FOR TERENCE PEOPLE!!! =)
LOST
Is when you hide behind the freedom of speech
While sure you're free to do it
But what it mean to do it
Did you mean to do it
Did you need to do it
Did you take time to think about the seeds you ruined
The world went by at [11:26 PM]
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Hello.
Loading songs into my OLD mp3 player now.
Cos something's seriously wrong with my new one.
Sigh. WASTED SIA.
So sian. =)
The world went by at [11:16 PM]
Nicked this off Hasen's blog. he stole it from Linus's. =)
1. Are you currently mad at someone?
-Nope =).
2. Which of your friends has the worst temper?
-APPARENTLY Lyn has a bad temper. Havent experienced it, never want to. Haha.
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
-Does ice count? I threw ice yesterday.
4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
- No idea. I don't check. Wanna check for me next time? Haha. GOODLUCK.
5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell and scream?
-stare angrily. Punching the wall's fun too Haha.
ORANGE: MISC
1. Has anyone ever thrown you a supriseparty?
- No. Sad huh.
2. Are you easily excited?
- Sometimes. Especially when I'm high.
3. What event is coming up that you'remost excited about?
- School Holidays! Oh wait, it's already here???? YAYYYYYY!!! =)
4. Which of your friends is most excitable?
- tanyaTORN.
5. If you won a million dollars whatwould be your first thought?
- SHOPPING.
6. If you could have anything right now, what would it be?
- cash.
YELLOW: ?Personal? Questions
1. Name
- Serene Anarez Chen Li Si
2. Do you like your name?
- Yep.
3. Whats your main goal in life?
- Be a wildlife biologist. Or a digital animator. Or something along that line.
4. Do you want to have children?
- Hansen's answer was weird. Anyway, yea. Two guys (Asher and Levi) and a girl (Shiane). See? I've already got names!
5. How do you want to die?
- Bazooka.
GREEN: Opinions
1. Sex before marriage?
- No way.
2. Gay Marriage?
- Thats sick
3. Lowering the drinking age?
- Jolly Shandy! Whaaaaat...
4. Abortion?
- Eew. Have you ever watched the darn video? (I havent. Heard it was gross tho)
5. Recycling?
- Save the earth man. (tree hugger here)
BLUE: dreams
1. What was your latest dream?
- I can't remember.
2. Which of your friends do you dream about the most?
- Hansen! You were supposed to dream of me. Anyway, I dream about Tanya!! Haha what can i say, she's the most dream-about-able. I think.
3. Have any of your (sleeping) dreamscome true?
- I want the pua chu kang and lava one to come true. It was funny. Oh, and yea, those short deja vu thingies.
4. Do you usually remember yourdreams?
- Yea, for like half an hour after i wake up.
5. What was the weirdest dream you'veever had?
- The pua chu kang and lava one.
How old do you wish you were?
-18. Tanya would say 14. Am i right?
Where were you when 9/11 happened?
- Whats 9/11? OH! Probably at home.
What would you do when vending machines stealyour money?
- I say "WALAU!!! CHEAT MY FEELINGS!!!" then complain to my friends "The bloddy machine ate my money".
Do you consider yourself kind?
- Erh.. never ever crossed my mind.
If you would get a tattoo, what part of yourbody would you get it on?
-neck. Like the one Amanda Bynes had in What a Girl Wants. Except hers was Henna.
If you could be fluent in any other language,what would it be?
- Japanese. Or Khmer.
Do you know your neighbors?
- Ya... no... ok. (go watch Ms Swan if you dont know)
What do you consider a vacation?
- Beach, surf, Hot bod, HOTT guys, AND NO HOMEWORK.
Do you follow your horoscope?
- Nahh. Its bull. How many other Virgoans are there out there?!?! HMMM?
Would you move for the person you loved?
- Move where?
Do you believe that opposites attract?
- Yea.
Dream job?
- Wildlife Biologist. Digital Animator. Or something alog that line.
Real job?
- Student. That sucks.
Favorite channel?
- Nickelodeon.
Have you ever attempted suicide?
- No way. I love life too much.
Favorite place to go on weekends?
- Church. And... uh... Out.
Showers or Baths?
- Shower followed by hot bath then shower again.
Do you paint your nails
- HAHAHAHAHA. Yea, in fact, they're painted right now.
Do you trust people easily?
- Yea.
Do you keep a handwritten journal?
- Yea i do. Contains my rantings. Only write in it when I feel like it. Like in class.
Where would you rather be right now?
- Anwhere but here. With friends.
Who makes you feel guilty?
- No idea.
Heavy or light sleep?
- Heavy. Like a pig.
Are you paranoid?
- Yea.
Are you impatient?
- Yea. Ask Hansen.
Whats your life motto?
- Pigs fly.
WHATS YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOURPHONE?
- Unwell. Thats my msg tone. Uber long.
WHAT WERE YOU D0ING AT MIDNIGHTLAST NIGHT?
- sleeping.
WHAT DID THE THIRD TEXT MESSAGE ONYOURCELL PHONE SAY AND WHO SENT IT?
- "you're mean-serene"--> Sorry, i think thats funny. =). Oh, Brandon. Saying "Still not sleeping ar?"
WHOS BED DID YOU SLEEP IN LASTNIGHT?
- Mine. Who else.
WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
- White.
MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOUWATCHED?
- X-men 3.
NAME 3 THINGS THAT YOU HAVE ON YOU AT ALLTIMES
-shirt
-Pants
-Underwear
COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEETS
-White with different shades of orange stripes.
HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOURIGHTNOW?
- 38-ish with 2 movie vouchers expiring tomorrow. *hint*
What is your favorite part of the chicken?
- Either breast or drumsticks
What's your favorite town/city?
- No idea.
When was the last time you saw your mom?
- 3 hours ago.
When was the last time you saw your dad?
- last night before i fell asleep.
When was the last time u talked to them?
- Refer to above.
What did you eat for dinner last night?
- OOH!! erm.. sausages, 3/4 cooked chicken. And marshmallows. Kapo-ed from Kevin and Han Wei.
A - AVAILABLE?
- no. Busy.
B - BEST FRIENDS?
- Tanya. DUHH. And uh.. Cheese. Mel mel. Ya.
C - CELEBRITY CRUSH?
- Terence Tay. Joshua Ang. Alah must mention all?
D - DOGS NAME?
- Muffin
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO?
- Tanya
F - FAVORITE SINGER(S)?
- Rapper? Mike Shinoda. Singer? Chester Bennington.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMYWORMS?
- WORMS
H - HOMETOWN?
- Starts with an "s" and ends with an Ingapore.
I - INSTRUMENT?
- Drums. Guitar. Bass.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE?
- From Oregon to San Diego(or was it San Fran?). More than a day i think.
M - MILK FLAVOR?
-I dont drink milk.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?
- 1. Probably have more that i don't know of. WHAAT.. I'm adopted.
O- ONE WISH?
- Pigs Fly.
P - PERSON WHO LAST CALLED YOU?
- Cheese.
Q - FAVOURITE QUOTE?
- From who? I like Hansen's "Fuck you. Hard. Up the ass. With a diamond dick. And no lubricant." Or else, just refer to the "three" section of my blog. OH!! I also like "Carpe Diem".
R- REASON TO SMILE?
- Life.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD
- Savin Me- Nickleback.
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP?
- 11.20. Another half and hour and i'd be in bed for 12 hours.
U - UNKNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME?
- Its UNKNOWN. No honestly, I dunno what others dunno.
V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE?
- CARROTS. Anti-carrot club.
W - WORST HABIT(S)?
- too hyper.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?
- uncountable. Last year, pneumonia.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN?
- Virgo.
The world went by at [3:45 PM]
Omgoshness yesterday's bbq was so fun can. Haha.
Went to Tanyas house at around 2.30-ish, then went downstairs to eat roti prata.
Walau miss the roti prata there sia never eat for so long haha.
Her daddy asked if we wanted to go to China. Of course wanna go la. lol.
I need to buy shoes man. I NEED SHOES.
Sorry for that sidetrack.
After that went to Parkway and got my choker.
Quite disappointing la.
Nvm
Went to ntuc. Met Marcus halfway.
Met the guys there. Then after that Met PeiQi Tingyi and whats-her-name (paiseh i dunno haha)
Bought a hell lot of sausages and crabsticks.
Went to the pit.
Was boring at first la, no one was talking to me
Then after that burying my feet, the guys started to talk to me.
Then dragged Kevin into the water.
Then another two guys. Think Han Wei? Dunno la cant remember haha.
Then became fun le.
Stuffed ice down each others backs.
Guess who started it? *neon arrows point to me* =))
SO FUN!!!
Held this huge block of ice onto Kevin's back until it was numb. Then onto some other guys back also. (the guy wearing the dark t-shirt with the "recycle" sign on it)
Then put ice down Han Wei's back he no feeling one.
But after that he also put ice down my back and held it there somemore. haha.
SO FUN CAN
Hope Tanya holds more of these bbq thingies.
Had a hell lot of fun
Took many many nice pics, will upload em here when i get my cam.(Its with Tanya, she has that photo convention thingy today)
WALAU IT ROCKED!!!!
Sorry I very crazy
I wanna know all the guy's e-mails leh.
Then they still say want me to send the pics. LOL
So obviously must get their e-mail la.
Havent you people ever heard of
Closing the goddamn door
The world went by at [3:27 PM]
Sunday, May 28, 2006
#OMG THEY GOT IN! BOTH OF THEM GOT IN!!! IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!
Its official. I'm gonna die of hysteria. TERRENCE ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!
The world went by at [9:29 PM]
GOSSHH
I tell you arh, If either Terrence Tay or Paul Twohill get into the next round, I'm SO gonna follow Singapore Idol.
Don't ask la, I just LOVE Terrence. And Paul. THEY ROCK.
Garr I sound like a die hard fan..
NOOO~
The world went by at [9:08 PM]
STOMACHACHE~~
I hate it
Watching Singapore Idol
Think its horrible how girls can get to bitchy.
I mean, the guys are doing fine
The girls are all giving deathstares and stuff
OMG Terrence Tay is uber hot la
And shuai also
I hope he becomes the Singapore Idol
I'll be his number one fan can
I've liked him since he acted in Living With Lydia la
AHHHH
He's so cool.
Terrence rocks =)
Yay.
Oh, the guy with the weird hair and braces rocks too =))
Can you feel it?
The world went by at [8:23 PM]
Gosh. I think the bloody computer hates me.
Transferring the songs from Hansen's com to mine takes so damn long.
PATIENCE SERENE.
Garr.
I'm horrible at waiting
Think Hansen's playing bfme2 or whatever game he plays.
Gahh.
Can't wait for the bbq thingy tml.
Gonna be the "DJ". Lol. IF i can get the songs today.
The blooody transfer rate is so bloody slow.
Anyway, X2 is showing next sunday.
Hope i remember to watch it.
Probably wont.
Oh well.
FILES!! TRANSFER!!!
She keeps repeating
All thaty she needed
She said she's right here
She seems so distant
The world went by at [7:47 PM]
Time Started: 6:18pm
1.) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water?
Get in then start it.
2.) Do you read the labels on the shampoo bottle?
Yea when I'm bored.
3.) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essense commercial?
Thats sick.
4.) Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex?
Nope.
5.) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings?
No. Parents yes tho. when i was little.
6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
Er... think so.
7.) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot?
yup.
8.) How old do you look?
15? i think. I DUNNO DON'T ASK ME
9.) How old do you act?
Depends what mood im in. When im high i'm really lame.
10.) What's the last song you sang?
Believe by Yellowcard. Just dl-ed it.
11.) Have you recently become a member of anything?
Define "recently".
12.) What are your plans for the weekend?
Dude... It IS the weekend. Watched X-men3 ytd.
13.) Do you kiss with your eyes opened or closed?
idk dont remember.
14.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
No. Does mechanical panda count? Or mechanical tiger? those thingies at the arcade when i was young.
15) Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating?
I aint boulemic dawg. I hate puke.
16.) If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
The parrot.
17.) Have you ever called anyone a slut?
Have I? Cant rmb.
18) Have you ever been called a slut?
Yea. By (almost) the whole Victoria School. DAMN.
19). Have you ever smuggled something into your country?
Yea. DVDs/PS2 games. From JB.
20.) Does playing a guitar make someone more attractive?
Yea. Sorta.
21.) Do you live in a city with a good sports team?
Not really. Singapore's football team can't even make in in Malaysia.
23). How many people do you think would come to your funeral?
dont know dont care. I'll be dead already anyway.
24). How many of them would come just to make sure you're dead?
thats mean.
25). Do you have more enemies or more friends?
A whole school of enemies is alot you know.
26.) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter?
Yea. When we were playing Angel and Mortal.
27.) Can you fix your own car?
I don;t own a car. Wish i did tho.
28.) Have you ever turned somone down for a date?
Yea.
29.) Are you smarter than your friends?
Dream on. I'm like the dumbest one. Except for bio.
30.) Have you ever stolen anything from your friends?
Friends? er.. does an eraser count? HEY i was seven.
31.) Have you ever been to jail?
Do i look like i've been to jail? *does best jailbird impersonation*
33) Do you like the smell of beer?
What does it smell like?
34.) Have you ever died or killed someone in a dream?
Never died. But once i dreamt i was kicking this guy im between his legs. HILARIOUS.
35.) Have you ever given to charity?
Yup. Thanks to the stupid NICHOLAS. Cheat my feelings. Lol.
36.) Would you kill a dog for $1000?
Hell no.
37.) Do you sometimes get depressed?
hardly. But yea.
38.) Do you live with your parents?
Dude i'm what 15?
39.) Do you have plans for your future?
Yup. Not gonna tell you tho >.<
The world went by at [6:21 PM]
: 1. In one sentence, explain what ended your last relationship:
Dude ignored me.
2. What made you smile today?
My antics
3. What were you doing this morning at 8a.m.?
Sleeping
4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Complaining to Hansen about the downloading speed.
5. Something that happened to you in 1985?
Wasnt born yet.
6. Your prom night?
We have a prom night? Oh yea.. Thats like next year or something.
7. Last thing you said aloud?
Yes mum.
8. Last thing someone else said aloud?
How's noodles for dinner
9. Worst thing currently on television:
Reality tv shows
10. What was in the mail today?
Bills.
11. How many different beverages have you drank today?
four. Green tea, yoghurt drink, milo and water.
12. What is your favorite part of the day?
Church
13. Your current To-do list:
Homework. Which i havent started.
14. Where is your best friend right now?
At home i think.
15. What color is your toothbrush?
Too lazy to check.
16. What is out your back door?
Laundry.
17. Any plans for Friday night?
watching a movie with Gloria.
18. Least favorite place to shop?
Market. Wet market. it stinks.
19. Last thing you bought?
Bubble tea.
20. Last gift you received?
Aikawa Nanase CD.
21. Funniest thing you heard all day?
Bananas Fly. I said that.
22. Favorite mug?
I have a favourite mug?
23. What color is your front door?
Tinted glass.
24. Beauty is?
What the eye sees.
25. Describe your keychain:
Red carribena
26. Where do you keep your change?
Wallet. Speaking of which, i need a new one.
27. Say something to the number 1 person in your Top 8:
Say what?
29. What was the weather like today?
Rain rain and uh... more rain.
30. Best ice cream flavor?
Sticky chewy chocolate. Swensons.
31. Last rainbow you saw?
That time in school.
32. Something you are excited about?
Tml. Tanya's bbq.
The world went by at [6:09 PM]
Friday, May 26, 2006
Hello. I updated the photo section of my blog. Wanted to update the "three" section of my blog, but decided otherwise, considering its so late. Or is it... hmm.. maybe I will. Haha. Ciaoz =)
The world went by at [11:54 PM]
Nicked this off Hansen's blog. Haha. =))
1. Start Time
/*23:33
2. Name
/* Serene
3. Nickname
/* AnareZ
4. If u were a skittle what color would you be?
/* GREEN
5. Chinese Zodiac
/* Goat
6. Zodiac
/* Virgo
7. Hair color
/* Brown
8. Eye color
/* Brown
9. Height
/* 165.5cm
10. Favorite Color
/* Blue. Either electric of midnight.
11. glasses?
/* Contacts
12. Braces?
/* Yea. They suck.
13. Piercing/tattoos?
/* two on my left lobe on on my right. Gonna get another on my left and another on my right. Tattoos? nahh.
15. Area code
/* B-A-N-A-N-A-S
******HAVE YOU EVER******
17. Cut your own hair?
/* Yea. My finge.
18. Did you do something in the past month thatyou regret?
/* Pissing my parents off.
20. Kissed someone who isn't ur g/f or b/f?
/* On the cheek? yea.
21. Skipped school?
/* A long long time ago. Lol.
22. Bungee jumped?
/* Me wanna me wanna...
23. Had sex outside?
/* NO
24. Dumped someone?
/* yea
25. Been arrested?
/* nope
26. TP'd someone's house?
/* Its singapore dude.
27. Won something?
/* Yepp
30. Been rejected?
/* Yup
31. Been to a funeral?
/* Duh.
32. Used a lighter?
/* Yea. I'm Tanya's official fire starter.
33. Been on stage?
/* Yupp.
*****FAVORITE*****
34. Season
/* Autumn/Fall. Its the same. haha.
35. Food
/* Eh... no idea. Love em (almost) all.
36. Ice cream flavor
/* Anything to do with chocolate.
37. School subject(s)
/* BIO!!! Bio rocks
38. Person?
/* Change the "person" to people, and check out the "people" section of my blog.
41. Book(s)
/* Something Wicked, Sabrina Fludde, many others, but i cant think right now.
42. Movie(s)
/* I not stupid too, Xmen, Star wars, andthing sci-fi or fantasy-ish i guess. Or action. M:I:3 rocked.
43. Song?
/* No particular fave. Keeps changin yea.
44. Park?
/* Yosemite national park in Cali. Miss it so much.
45. State
/* Cali. The golden state =)
46. Place
/* Mahh room
47. Sport to watch
/* Basketball
49. Bands/musicians
/* Yellowcard, Relient K, Fall out boy.. Mike Shinoda, Chester Bennington. Ryu?.
50. Letter(s)
/* S, C, err... dunno?
51. Restaurant
/* No idea. FOOD!!
52. Cartoon Character(s)
/* Kitty Pryde from X-men Evolution! Pokemon Flareon! Lote more, too..Is anime counted? Cos i got tonnes...
53. TV Station(s)
/* Animal Planet, MTV, eh.. Nickelodeon!!..
54. Name for a son
/* My firstborn shall be Asher. My second shall be Levi. And after that.. dunno. haha.
55. Name for a daughter
/* My first daughter shall be Shiane. then... err.. haha..
******DO YOU PREFER******
56. Chocolate or Vanilla?
/* Choc babe.
58. Long relationships or one night stands ?
/* Its all about commitment.
59. Dogs or cats?
/* Cats...
60. Scary movies or comedies?
/* Scary movies. Can't stand Rom-Coms. Unless its White Chicks..
61. Short hair or long
/* long-ish short.
62. Croutons or bacon bits?
/* Bacon goooooood.
63. Kissing or hugging
/* Kissing and hugging
****FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****
64. Mexicans
/* Ola.
65. School
/* OH SHIT!
66. Grass
/* hoppers
67. Cow
/* mooo
68. Canada
/* Snow
69. Mouse
/* White
70. Hands
/* Poke
******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie?
/* i not stupid 2. in class.
72. Talked on the phone?
/* Ya. to my dad, who was just upstairs.
73. Cried?
/* almost. Over Joshua Ang.
74. Threw up?
/* nahh
75. Drank a glass of water?
/* Yepp
76. Done Drugs?
/* Eh.. does anti-biotics count?.
77. Read a book or magazine?
/* yup. Reading an uber nice one now.
78. Watched TV?
/* yup.
79. Looked in the mirror?
/* duhh. admiring my HOTT bod. Lol kidding la. Don't look so shocked. Lol..
80. Taken a shower?
/* Duh.
81. Taken a picture?
/* Yea. With Tan..
82. Listened to music?
/* Fer shuz babe..
83. Kissed someone?
/* nope
85. Told someone you liked them
/* does "i like you, mr duck" count?
The world went by at [11:34 PM]
Thursday, May 25, 2006
"Don't leave me. You don't understand. Our stories belong together."
SIA LA!!! I kena pang seh-ed twice today. -sob-
First was after school. Chesed-iie was supposed to come to my house today after school to watch I NOT Stupid too, but she pang seh-ed me without telling me.
Then just now after the meet the parents thingy, my parents pang seh-ed me to go watch Xmen3. SHIT LA
Oh, today we were like watching i not stupid too in class la. We had two free periods cos cheena teacher in cheena and lenny had stuff to do. =)) you should've seen my face at the part where Joshua Ang kena whacked by his dad. The whole class was laughing at my face la. Cos the whole class knows i love joshua ang. HE'S SO HOTT!!!!
=))
Im weird, i can't help it
Oh well, i better go before my parents get back from watching the show I've wanted tow atch for centuries.
Oh great, you know what? Tanya just said she can't watch it with me until her dad gets back from china. ARGH!!!!
=(
O well, have a nice day.
Thanks lyn, for introducing me as the gang leader. Haha. =D
Saying goodbye,
This time,
The same old story.
Seeing you cry,
Makes me feel like saying sorry
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...
Where'd You Go?
The world went by at [8:53 PM]
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Hello
Went to the Millenia Institute carnival.
Was fun, but didnt manage to spend all the tickets
Had like18 left over?
Okay let me start from the beginning...
Woke up at like 7.15, went to school.
Met SEVEN and Lyn at the Foyer
Went with SEVEN to caltex to buy stuff.
Got halls for my throat.
which reminds me, i just downed 3 cups of water.
Yay fast road to recovery =P
Yup anw went there, slacked in the hall listening to endless speeches.
Then had to run down to the GO to give the cue to play the music.
Slacked in the GO until around 12+
Went to Tanya's house to change.
Met Kamal at Kembangan MRT
Went to Bukit Batok
Took a bus from there which took ages to go to Millenia Institute.
Was quite cool there la, if it wasnt so far, i might go there.
Its like the only pre-u in singapore that offers arts and science 3-year course that leads to "A" level.
Its like a JC mixed with Poly.
Saw a guy with a jersey that said "mr nice guy"
Took a pic of that
Saw a girl wearing a tattered up TK uniform
Took a pic of that too.
Got a henna tatoo on my hand.
It wasnt exactly nice
Got a blue heart painted on my face
Took a pic of that as well
Made test tube thingies for myself and chesed
Gonna give to her tml
Went to tuition
Glenn asked for my number
So i gave it to him
Just stopped msging him a few mins ago
Yup basically thats the summary of my day
Won't do the dedications anytime soon, i think
And munnie, sorry I'll try to get section "three" up soon.
=P
I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger, tried to be smarter
Tried to be everything but you
Save me
I'm all alone as I'm coming to the surface
Tell me
I've got to know what is my meaning and my purpose
Show me
I'm far from home lost with no sense of direction
Take me to Your throne
Wake up everyone around you
Let's rock until the clock strikes two
Stand up for what you believe and shout to
Here's another song from the youth that surround you
The world went by at [10:33 PM]
Friday, May 19, 2006
Hello.
I miss the computer.
Then again, its not like i have much to do on it, considering no one ever talks to me when I'm online.
Oh well, it's still fun to use the com.
Gives me something to do when I'm bored.
Been slacking alot lately, tell my parents I'm studying, when I'm actually reading a book or writing a letter in my room
Sigh, tml got speech day duty. Damn sian la, staying in the GO playing music With someone called... eh.. whats her name again? Forgot. Paiseh
Today was a normal day i guess
Had gymnastics for PE
With the mini-tramp
Which was bloody mini la.
I prefer the big one.
I miss gymnastics.
Anyway, i did a flip thingy
First one in my class to do it
Everyone was like "Serene, do flip la"
Haha, was fun la.
After i did everyone was like "i wanna try!"
So like Danielle Eunice Vic Tofu and Yaya did it.
I think thats it or something
Got SEVEN to go on the tramp
She hurt her knee or something.
I think
Went to eat Ben and Jerry's with Shiren
Bought from Caltex then brought over to Video World
Ate lunch with Ivy JunRui and SEVEN
And of course, my darling Shiren
Met Atiqah at around 2.30 after DEP
Was fun, we shared some secrets
Tho those two's werent exactly secrets.
haha.
But was still fun.
Tiky's DEP friend is a BITCH
Yupyup
Met tanya at parkway
Walked around for a bit
Then went for guitar
Which reminds me, I havent touched a guitar or bass for ages.
Oh well, thats what Sunday's practice is for.
OOH Chesed is coming to church on Sunday too
Yay~
Yup stayed in guitar until like 7-ish
Then looked for something to eat
ended up eating at Macs
Which makes me sick, by the way
SHit my fringe is irritating
And mom still doesnt let me cut my hair
Shit la
Ya anw we found out that we left our guitar picks at the guitar place
Went back up, and the place was closed
So guess i'll have to get them back on Sunday la
Can't get it back tml cos i aint going tml
Got speech day ma
haiix
Wanted to write dedications, but decided against it
Will put them later maybe
Like tomorrow? When i have more time to blog
Feeling very lethargic right now
Dunno why
Sigh. Maybe cos I'm falling sick
My throat's killing me.
Damn.
Going millenia institute carnival tml
Hope it'll be fun
And hope that I won't fall sick.
I have that feverish feeling again.
But my temp was only 36.9
Which is average.
Oh well.
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry
Strike us like matches, cause everyone deserves the flames
We only do it for the scars and stories, not the fame
At least everyone is trying, everyone is shining
Everyone deserves the flames but it's such a shame
Such a shame
Sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
I'm not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well on my own
I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be okay
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
The world went by at [10:35 PM]
Friday, May 12, 2006
Helloo. Went out with the Ngee Ann Gang today. Haha. We went to watch Mission Impossible 3. I watched it for the second time la, was so damn nice.
"Maybe its a code name for something, or maybe its just a really expensive bunny appendage"
Lol. Cracks me up.
"He made it! He made it! I knew he'd make it"
Anywho, a total of 14 people went to watch. Girls: Me, Tanya, Weiru, Alicia, Phylicia, Jia Min and Priscilla. Guys: Brandon, Marcus, Darren, Wang Chao, Yong Jie, Joel and Terry Ching. Haha. Big group right. When we watched the movie i was forced to sit beside Brandon. Cos of *ahem*. I had to beg and beg for Tanya to sit on my other side la. Oh, and Brandon bought nachos for me. Sorry i didnt finish them thoo. And Yong Jie paid for all the drinks we ordered. Poor him. THANK YOU!
Yupyup enjoyable day. Haha. Ate Long John Silvers for lunch. I was so scared i would puke again la. Haha. Had crystal jade for dinner. Ate the shrimp wanton noodle thing. Tasted like shit. Noooo.... Haiz so sad, wasted Brandon's cash again. He like paid for the Nachos, the movie, and my dinner la. And Marcus paid for my lunch. So basically whole day i didnt have to pay for anything. Yay me.
Haha. Well I have nothing else much to say, except that I really want the pic that Jia Min took of me and Bran. And me and Fii. yupyup. And i also want the neos.
Yupyup thats it
Oh! Shoutouts!
CHEESE-CHAN-POK!!!! You goon-kins. =D
Chia Han Sen!!!! I still dont know what Halo3 is. Haha. AND I want a mcflurry.
TANYATORN!!!!! Eh.. shit forgot what i wanted to say.
And thankyouthankyouthankyou to the people that treated me today. iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou. ((=
Yay.
Oh ya, on the taxi ride from Cine back to Parkway, i fell asleep on the taxi, and almost ended up resting my head on Darren's shoulder. Haha.
((=
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
The world went by at [11:46 PM]
Thursday, May 11, 2006
So sian. Nothing much to blog about. Except for the fact that i passed both maths. Yayness. so happy.
Anw, i can leave school at like 8.30am on monday la. Got the stupid public performance thingy. So scared i will forget to bring sth. AHHH!!! *freaks out*
Ehhehehehhehehhehehh.... Shit forgot what i wanted to say. Nvm. IT ALWAYS HAPPENS!!! *if you don believe then ask Oliver. Or Tanya*
Hehe. SORRY LA! PEOPLE OLD ALREADY HOR.
Oh, going out with THE GANG tml. Can't wait. And that darn-ed mel mel didnt lend me her clothes. Haha. Poor ol me got very few clothes hor, not my prob. Lol. OH! I want that shirt. -sob-. That nice nice shirt. Haha. THE BLACK ONE. DUH.
Yup think thats it bah. Nothing else to say. Yay.
-muacks-
I LOVE YOOOO SHIREN =))
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself
The world went by at [10:13 PM]
Sunday, May 07, 2006
50 Questions
Truth-
1. Do you like anyone?: yes
2. Do they know it?: no
3. Simple or complicated?: complicated
In the Last Month-
4. Had sex: NO
5. Bought something: DUH
6. Gotten sick?: nope
8. Felt dumb?: Duhhh...
9. Talked to an ex?: yupp
10. Missed someone?: fer sure
11. Failed a test: yahh
12. Ate cereal: nope. Have two mini boxes at home tho
13. Danced crazy: yahh
14. Got your hair cut?: yea. Wanna cut it again tho
Unique-
16. Nervous habits?: hand in pocket. hand out of pocket. touch hair. Lol
18. Can you roll your tongue?: NO
19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: Yupp. Trademark look.*i think*
20. Can you cross your eyes?: Nope
21. Do you make your bed daily: no. only weekends
22. Do you think you are unique: yupp. =)
Have you Ever-
23. Given money to a homeless person?: yeah.. no.
24. Said "I Love you"?: Yeah
26. Waited all night for a phone call?: I fell asleep.
27. And never got it?: I told you, I fell asleep
28. Sat and looked at the stars?: Dude... its Singapore.. there are no stars in singapore.
Manners-
29. Do you swear?: Yupp.
30. Do you ever "talked back" to people?: yeah. The victims most of the time are my 'rents
31. You cook your own food?: instant noodles!
32. You do your own chores?: NOPE
33. You like beef jerky?: Never tried
34. You like pepsi or coke?: Pepsi
35. You're happy with your hair?: Nope. Wanna cut it again.
36. You own a dog?: yeah...
38. Do you like to swim?: Nope. Love the beach but hate swimming.
39. When you get bored do you call a friend?: yeah
40. Are you patient?: no
Do you Prefer-
41. Flowers or candy?: CANDY
42. Gray or black?: both
43. Color or black and white photos?: Color.
44. red or black?: black
45. Lust or Love?: Love dearie.
46. Winter or Summer?: Winter. *whaat.. never experienced it..(
47. Tea or coffee?: Mocha! Or Rhumba. Or mocha rhumba. ((=
48. Ice cream or Cake?: Cake. Awfully chocolate chocolate cake. =)).
49. Christmas or Thanksgiving?: Chinese new year! *whaat.. i get free cash*
50. Day or night?: Night!
The world went by at [6:12 PM]
Hahahahahaha this is the vid of me running into a wall. Its only 3secs but what the hay, its hilarious.
The world went by at [3:12 PM]
Hello. Forgot to post something yesterday.
THE TALENT AGENCY THINGY CALLED ME UP!!!
Lol so happy. Haha.
Going for interview on Saturday. Yayness. Whoots~
Haha. Will tell you how the interview went.. after I have the interview. Lolness.
Oh, BTW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON Lol. ((=
The world went by at [10:04 AM]
:I just realized something. I cried while watching the "I not stupid too" trailer. What can I say? That show just rocks. AND Joshua Ang is so uber hot. And shuai. And hot. Haha. Just LOVE that show to bits. =D
The world went by at [12:01 AM]
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Update: Changed skin
Added new section, which is not ready yet
Yepp thats it
Hope you like it
Oh, I'll update tml. I hope. =))
The world went by at [12:09 AM]
*`Serene Chen
Anarez Yamato-San
Singaporean
FuJian Baby
3rd Sept 1991
Dancer
Christ follower
Guitarist
Drummer
Drumaholic
Drakeaholic
TKGian
Animal Lover
{Wheelch@ir g@ngster}
Creamer Girl
Sk8er girl wannabe
Surfer chick wannabe
Virgoan
Slacker
Tanned `*
.::Faves::.
*`Animals
Skateboarding
Rolerblading
Drumming
Guitaring
Dancing
Jetskiing
Jamming
Crapping
Cheese
Teppanyaki
Bacon
Japanese
Anime
Friends
Boys`*
.::People::.
*`Tanya
Shiren
Chesed
pH
Fellow 3e3ers
My Kor[[Ruosheng]**
My Di[[Weilun]**
Jia Jun
Oliver?
Brandon
The gang
The guy on the bus
The guy who asked for directions
The guy on the MRT
The guy who asked ME to donate
The guy whose name I cannot mention
The OTHER guy whose name i cannot mention
The guy who used to work at Samuel and Kevin =P `*
.::Wants NEEDS::.
*`New mp3 player
iPod
Sony Ericsson W700i
A Skateboard
New Blades
Jet Ski
Beach Villa
New slingbag
Deathnote and Deathnote2 posters
Electric Guitar
Drumset
Drake Bell CD
Hawk Nelson CD
John Tucker Must Die OST
Ayumi Hamasaki CD
Yellowcard CD
Deathnote and Deathnote2 DVDs
NIV Bible
Whole series of FMP
Whole series of Burst Angel
More mangas
Surf Shorts
That uber cool skirt
Cut my hair!
Abs
Guy's shirts
Gundam Freedom
Zoid Figurine
To be able to draw
To go to America or England
To love and be loved
A life without problems and doubts`*
.::Memories::.
*January 2005
*February 2005
*March 2005
*April 2005
*May 2005
*June 2005
*July 2005
*August 2005
*September 2005
*October 2005
*December 2005
*January 2006
*February 2006
*March 2006
*April 2006
*May 2006
*June 2006
*July 2006
*August 2006
*September 2006
*November 2006
*December 2006
*February 2007
Right now, it's all about loving yourself and embrasing your flaws
If you know relationships don't work when you're too young, why get into a relationship at all?
When the going gets tough, the tough get going, so like i said, LET'S GET GOING!!!
Judge me now, for who i am...or am I to be blamed for a crime i didn't commit?
Why quarrel if you know that you will patch up sooner or later?
Love doesn't begin in the way we think it does. Love is a battle, love is war. Love is a growing sensation.
Before you give someone a piece of your mind, make sure you have enough to spare.
It's harder to be what you are, harder to be what you are not. It's harder to know what you need, harder to know what you've got.
When the night seems to be the darkest, it means the sun will rise up soon.
Although life has it's ups and downs, NEVER surrender in this game of life.
We met and we clicked, an invisible string tied. We hope that it would not be broken, but I'm sure that will never happen.
Friends are few and far between, so... uh... make sure you cherish every single one?
Friends are rare and hard to get. Cherish them.
If you can't laugh at yourself, I will do it for you.
We're not laughing at you we're laughing near you
You want a war, you got a war. But who are you fighting for?
Carpe diem, seize the day, make your lives extraordinary
Carpe diem, even if it kills me
For the first time in my life, I know what I want to do! And for the first time, I'm going to DO IT! Whether my father wants me to or not! Carpe diem!
But only in their dreams can men be truly free. 'Twas always thus, and always thus will be
Just remember, inside every girl, there's a boy. Wait, that sounded wrong.
Some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them
The Words
Just because I don't reply
Doesn't mean I'm avoiding you
Just because we don't talk anymore
Doesn't mean I dont think of you
Just because time has passed
Doesn't mean I have forgotten
Just because we had a misunderstanding
Doesn't mean it's the end of us
Just because you've seen me
Doesn't mean you know how I feel
Just because we'r far apart
Doesn't mean we can't still be friends
Friends Forever~**
.::SERENE::ANAREZ::.